I cannot believe that it is already December! One month from now I will be beginning daily Lupron injections and hopefully on my way to a healthy pregnancy! I am normally excited for Christmas. This year I'm excited for Christmas to hurry up and get here but I'm equally as excited for Christmas to be over because that means I will be gearing up for IVF!
Holidays are tough. Mother's Day just reminds me of what I am not. Seeing babies in costumes on Halloween is hard. Christmas is especially hard too. The past two Christmases were nice Christmases. I was with family. We did all the Christmas things. But I had moments each Christmas, no matter how hard I tried to ignore them, where I just felt empty. I can't quite explain it with the right words. I just could not help but feel like my Christmas was not complete, because my family is not complete.
I am hoping that this Christmas is different. I am praying that this Christmas I am filled with hope. The thought of us having a baby before next Christmas just makes my heart swell.
God, please answer our prayers soon.
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