Cycle # WHAT?!?

Just a short post to say that I just realized that I am on my 34th cycle of TTC trying to conceive! How is that even possible? GAH!  It does feel like we've been trying for a long time, but 34 cycles?  Wow!  I remember being in awe on BBC (BabyCenter) when I found a woman on a message board that was on her 15th cycle trying.  I was probably on about 9 at the time (?).  And she seemed like a warrior to have made it through 15 cycles and still be sane.  I've over doubled that now.  I sure don't feel like a warrior!  I guess I'll be on cycle 37 during IVF.  Lucky 37 anyone?